DRY

From now on, think of this blog as Arizona. Why? Because from now on you'll find no "C" (sea) here.

Yep. That's right. How else do you talk about something like this other than just to say it? This is why until two months ago I never listed myself as "in a relationship" on Facebook. Because what happens when you aren't? I wasn't going to say anything, and just let enough time go by until someone noticed I hadn't written about him/us for however long. But that seems unfair. He was a big part of my life. I don't want to sweep him under the rug. So here you go. Full disclosure. Keeping it real.

What do you do when two people just want different things? I wish I could be mad at the guy but I can't. I'm very, very not mad at him. That's the problem. This was not my idea. No big fight, no harsh words. Just tears.

So blog friends, I'm going to be quiet for a while. You understand. My desire to blog (along with my desire to sing, my appetite, my mood and the majority of my iTunes library) has been shot to hell. It'll come back. Who knows when. Not this week.

If you choose to comment, that's fine but please remember Chris reads/read this blog and I won't handle anyone saying anything negative towards him. I am going to try very hard to still be friends with him. He's a great man. A sweet, funny, patient, fabulous man, who will make someone very happy in the future. Unfortunately, I'm afraid it won't be me. But like I said... that wasn't my idea.